Yup. 4!!! It seems like he was born yesterday, but I can’t even remember what it was like before him. Aidan is the light of my life. I hate leaving him. I can’t wait to get home to play with him.   This morning, I was telling him that he’s going to get presents and his favorite “Thomas the tank engine” birthday cake. We got dressed and headed to the door for the drive to the sitters. Before we headed out he got really upset. ”What’s wrong buddy?” I asked. “I want to stay home and have cake with you daddy.”  My stomach fell out of my chest. What do you say to that?!? “I love you buddy, we’ll have LOTS of cake tonight!” I said. After a hug it was all good. Man, I love that little guy.